Watermelaina

Heart you to the moon and back  Love isn’t embarrassing or cliche It’s exciting and exhilarating  So do everything you feel like doing  And let it be known that you do it for love  Tell them how every cell in your body smiles when they appear Tell them all the dumb things you do just because you want them to look at you  Let them know that touching them is very high on your priority list  Kiss them when they’re happy, when they’re sad, when they’re afraid, when they’re laughing. Listen to them for as long as you can  Hold them like you’ll never see them again  Trust that they will love that you love them 

A short story about rage... or something. The most shocking thing about the facility to Marcel was how large it actually was.  They'd been driving in from the outer gates for 3 minutes now.  The high number of heavily armed guards almost lost their intimidation with how widely spread out they had to be.  Marcel observed his surroundings vigilantly, so far not spotting any obvious weaknesses from this mysterious fortress. Along the road  there was another much shorter wall.  Beyond it he could make out a tall wire fence and what looked like dirt paths. Occasionally before the fences were little guard posts and small jeeps driving to and from God knows where, but nothing else among the woodland. Eventually they approached another wall which stretched on to areas beyond his line of sight. The car paused as the gates opened and they were allowed in.  The car parked.  Marcel stared, some might even say glared at a man standing at the foot of the steps...

The world we live in is brutal.  There isn't a thing about it that is perfect.  Nothing goes exactly our way without collateral damage to weigh on our hearts. Unless you're a sociopath. Generally I feel quite separate from the world. This is definitely a recurring theme on this blog so if you've been following my thoughts then you know what I mean. But also, how close to I really expect to feel to my surroundings?  Everything is right outside the door. Everything is free to take if you really want to do it. What holds us back, generally, is ourselves and our feelings. I think that I am constantly thinking about how others perceive me and about how the things I do affect others. But I also think that the amount of thought I put into my actions isn't enough. Generally the two thoughts cancel each other and I live life on some sort of autopilot.  I joined a P.R committee.  My task is to take pictures at SLI events.  If I see someone already taking p...