Watermelaina

Hello I haven't posted because I've been working on a short story. And by working on it I mean imagining how great it will be in my head without actually having the courage to put anything on paper because I truly believe that I will mess it up. So why am I here now? There are FOUR options 1. I am procrastinating on something very important I have to do 2. I am sad/ having an anxiety attack 3. I have some big news to share 4. ALL OF THE ABOVE. haha It's not 4. it's not three either.... I dunno man...  I'm here because.. haha.. my best friend just randomly sent me a joke Gosh I love her so much. I really needed that.  Anyway yeah... I'm here for the usual stuff.... I'm nervous about something that's gonna happen or might not happen I'm in love and I'm sad and I'm happy. I'm...bored. And also I kinda felt like challenging myself.   For now I'm just going to keep talking until I gain ...