Watermelaina

"I should just say fuck it and be happy instead...right?" I'm doing my best I Still find myself stressed.  I'm opening up  wanna shut the full cup.  I'm down on my knees I still like when you tease.  I'm going away Do you want me to stay?

So I'm currently taking a world literature class and we've been talking about the bible (Hebrew Bible) a lot. We especially have been talking about what all the stories of the Book of Genesis really mean. I'm assuming we all know the story of Adam and Eve.... God's first humans who he gave everything to. Everything except the knowledge of Good and Evil anyway, which was displayed in the form of fruit on a forbidden tree. Long story short, Adam and Eve eat the fruit and God punishes them and their descendants (which I suppose are us). He says to Eve "I will terribly sharpen your birth pangs, in pain shall you bear children. And for your man shall be your longing, and he shall rule over you."  Now Idk what's real or false. I'm religious but I don't believe everything. I as a woman have terrible menstrual pains and I am aware that child birth hurts like a mofo. The man thing tho...  What the hell? Why?  I don't even think I f...

Wine.  White or Red?  I spilt it on my bed. In my saddest hour It gives me creative powers  Tangy liquids make me too heavy to get up and search for you  it's true when I'm blue that's what I do.  The Red numbs my pain  The white drowns my sorrow  The glass, clear as rain  Do it again Tomorrow.